Tuesday, August 8, 2023

you want the pain

They don't tell you that you like it

when he throws you to the ground

around

you don't know you want it when you're bleeding till you drown

you found

that you want it and you hold on to the pain

means he loves you

means he can't bleed without your veins

and stains on the relationship ain't enough to drain

the rain washing away the grain-y sands in your eyes numb to the pain

his lidocaine

alright but he wants you unrestrained


Now you know that you want it as he's grabbing at your throat

the most

anybody wanted was to toss you off the boat

you won't

lose his love, its poison it's great

but he won't look at you till the moment

he's gonna kill you


that's your fate


you're gonna die by his hands

the hands that loved you

touched you

you can't get more

that manicure is gonna cost you

the costume

memorize the corner of the death room

he's gonna end it

end your pain

and you want it

want his love though it's a sewage drain

can't complain

he's hysterical, he's insane

and you love it

cuz you're worthless

no one wants you

you're just lucky he'll spit at you

he has to touch you when he comes through

love or hate, it's touch

touch is great

so you take it

keep on coming back for more

no one tells you that there's nothing that you're taking it all for

you love him, so you take it over and over as before

cuz at least he touched you


hit the floor